MPD = Multiple Personality Disorder.
I'm having way too many emotions. I feel sick. I feel stressed. I feel like crying. I feel like screaming. I feel like sleeping. I feel. I feel. I feel. When I finally get a brief chance to sit down, I just cry. After Kailee and the baby were in bed last night, I sat on the couch with Lance and just cried.
Can I do this whole parenting thing? I can't back out now. I can't run. I wouldn't want to leave my children anyway. I'm just scared. I feel overwhelmed. I'm not sleeping good. I can't seem to find much time to eat or go to the bathroom. I was really just getting used to life with Kailee. We were in a pretty good routine. Her sleeping habits were better. Now I'm starting all over again. I know you really don't want your children to grow up but I will be glad when the first 6 months or so is over with.
I feel alone. Besides my husband, who does I have?......
9.26.2007
Hello MPD.
These ramblings were brought to you by: Erika J. at 7:20 PM
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Erika
It will get better. I promise. The Lord will help you get through this.
Love you
Pam
I'm sorry it's so overwhelming right now, but it will get better. Even though many of us have been through it and can say "it will get better" doesn't make it any easier for you right now. I'm praying for ya and if you ever need me... call!!!
Love ya
Try to relax and enjoy them. I was so scared of Ricky his first year it's one big blur. Seriously, I don't have any memories until his 1st Birthday party except two horrible things that happened that year (we won't go into them). Savor every moment it will fly by so quickly and you will never be able to recapture missed opportunities to read a book, color, etc. Love ya!
If I have learned one thing since Damon passed, it is...that I DON'T know how everyone is feeling unless I have been in their shoes. So I can't understand, and my words may not hold comfort, but I will pray and you and I both serve the same God OF comfort. The same Holy Ghost. Words are hollow. From experience...suffering will not be day in day out 24/7 for too long. It can't be. The Bible says God will NEVER give us more than we can handle. If you remember nothing else, remember that verse. It will help. Somewhere there is a tunnel, with a light at the end.
WOW! Brings back memories,again I will repeat...It will get better and easier.Everyone will get adjusted and things will work out fine.Hang in there!
every thing is going to be fine I promise :)
Hi Sis, you have had lots of comments from people who have been there, people who have not...but all from people who love you and are praying for you....hang in there, it will get better, as everyone has already stated...oh to have the chance to "do over" being a young mother...love to all, praying in idaho
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