I remember growing up, I always wanted some sort of noise going. I'd keep the tv on during the day, run my fan at night and anytime I was in the car, I'd crank the radio up. Now, if by chance, I am alone, I want dead silence. Of course, I still like my fan at night but alot of times, I keep the radio off in the car and I usually cut the tv off if it's just me and Madelynn in here. Man, I'm getting soooooooooo old. Actually, I don't think it's age at all but more of the whole having kids thing. I'm sure if I still had the same freedom I had before I had kids, I'd still enjoy the tv and blasting radio but since it's non-stop racket around here, that's all changed.
Kailee has been going bonkers the past few days. I feel like I spend most of my day getting onto her and spanking her. Wait, I do. Nevermind. PLEASE pray for my nerves. That child is a pistol! And that's an understatement. We've had to put baby gates on the built in wall shelves because she's started climbing them. I can't tell you how many times she woke up Madelynn yesterday because if my bedroom door is open, she sneaks into my bathroom, climbs up on the toilet and runs the sink, soaking everything in site. Oh yeah, and she gets soap EVERYWHERE. Any other time, my door is shut and I have doorknob covers on all the doors but her bedroom -- which I'm wondering if I need to cover that one, too. I had to move her Dora kitchen from one side of her bedroom to the other because she was using it to climb up and get stuffed animals off her shelf. ARGH.
Well, the silence has ended. I hear Madelynn. If I don't rush in there and get her, she'll wake Kailee up. Kailee hasn't napped in DAYS.
Before anyone comments (MOMMY DEAREST), I do discipline her and I do it consistently. I do make sure I give her fair warning but apparently she doesn't care. I've already pulled her out of my bathroom 3 times today. I spanked her and as soon as I brought her back into the living room, she'd turn right back around and run in there again. UGH! Either is one of the most strong willed children the Lord ever made or just extremely hard-headed.
Don't get me wrong, I love her too death. She's a very sweet child but she's a maaaaajor handful. WOOWEE!
I must go now.
1.31.2008
ahhhhhhh, quiet.
These ramblings were brought to you by: Erika J. at 2:17 PM
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8 folks had something to say.:
i know you so DO NOT want to hear this RIGHT NOW....but one day she will be 15, shut up in her room doing her own thing and you only see her for dinner. You really will wish for these days back. Sorry, I know that doesn't help at the moment...but it's true.
Good luck & love ya!
Just keep hanging in there, it will get better...She is so smart she is bored...See if that Montessori school has mother's day out...lol...
I dont have kids...but I know from experience of being one...haha...that one day it does click to not do this, or to do that. I was in my teens before I really figured some things out. One day, she will be to a point where she knows "the look" the mommy, i will get you girl, and make you wish you never did that look. Praying.
PSS I LOVE PEACE AND QUIET at home and in my car...It's hereditary...lol
i know tam. it's not that i despise these times, i just get wore out so easily. i was just wondering if she's a heathen or it's normal. haha. i'm feeling like a failure as a parent. i guess this too shall pass.
You are not a failure at all, and yes this too shall past. We all get overwhelmed at times.
It is her age. They reach the age where they will push you until you hurt them. LOL!!
You need The Nanny. ;)
I need the Nanny, too! LOL
If you get in touch with her can you send her my way? LOL
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