I'm not sure what to do!

I can't decide if I should run the heat or the air. HA!
Last night, I was sweating but at the same time, it was too cool outside to cut the air on.
SO, I slept with the window open until about 4am. RIDICULOUS!

Ya know, just about the time I'm ready to throw my hands up, something is said/done to make me want to go on a little further.

I know y'all don't care to hear my sob stories and for the most part, I'm a pretty private person but I had such a bad day yesterday. I went to Kim's blog this morning and read her post and I knew it was the Lord telling me to hang on just a little longer. Then I wondered over to Momma's and scanned hers cause it was sooooo long. LOL! Then I headed over to Tam's and read her testimony about God answering her & Steve's prayers about his job. I KNOW God is going to do SOMETHING for me and my family. I'm not just talking about Vicky, Charlie, Wendy, Kim, Ricky, etc. I'm talking about MY family - Lance, Erika, Kailee & Madelynn. I just have to HOLD ON and not give up. PLEASE pray for me. I feel like I am in the most depressing place on earth. I'm sure there is a much worse place I could be but right now, this is my worst place.

Enough about that.

On to children stuff. I'm having some potty training issues with Kailee. She is super smart so when she does some of the stuff she does, it aggravates me to no end cause I KNOW she knows better. I know that eventually she will catch on to the whole potty thing but right now, she's making a mess!

Night before last, she squatted and purposely peed on my clean, just out of the dryer, quilt. Then she got on the couch and peed on Lance's cover, with him sleeping under it. GRR! She will dribble in her diaper and then take it off so we go through 12979089979475 diapers a day. Yesterday she pooped in the floor! GRR!



So anyway, I put panties on her, I put diapers on her, I put pull-ups on her, I ask her if she needs to use the potty --- she's just in some sort of wierd stage right now.

The other day, she used the bathroom and I had just put some toilet bowl cleaner in it - she looked down and said 'Mommy, I peed green!' HAHA! The next morning, I used the same toilet and she said 'Mommy, you peed green?' Hahaha! Silly kid.

Madelynn was sitting in my recliner the other day so I moved her to the couch. Kailee wasn't paying attention to what I was doing. The next time she looked over, I was sitting in the recliner. She said 'Mommy, you're sitting on baby!' :0D

Ummm, let's see. Nothing major going on with Madelynn. She's such a good baby. She hardly ever fusses. She's still sleeping all night. Sometimes she sleeps until noon - even though she went to bed around 8 the night before. Doesn't get much better than that! I try not to brag on her too much though cause then she may bust out and become a terror or something. Hehe!

Madelynn is getting so, so big. She practically skipped size 1 diapers. I didn't even get through a whole bag of size 1's before she needed a size 2. Which brings me to my next discovery. All you girls out there that plan on having kids one day - do not buy name brand diapers. Yes, huggies is the best and always will be as far as I'm concerned BUT White Cloud is GREAT too! So save $5 a pack by buying White Cloud. :)

Okay, enough rambling for now. Just thought I needed to post. So here ya go.

*this post was brought to you by Lortab. LMBO!